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I am overpoweringly witting of my tenacious will - this nasty midpoint to my physiological state - and my action to be in Grace, as it would wisen my mind, clear caring my heart, and sensibilise my fundamental nature. Not for my physiological state - I would relinquish myself to thee. I would contribute over into Thy keeping the holding that affect me - shake me - fill my life near embarrassment and my nights with the genus of dark and fateful that challenges my sleep lightly - so I stay put wide-awake in wretchedness. This I want to do no more but I can not nip in the bud - my cognition battles - my habituation holds. Besides, I am ne'er in no doubt I can be trusted to proximate my thought for panic I would lone awake the one and the same - dependant. To be rid of this nervousness - to reveal myself in way that would explode this unfit symmetry is my worship of prayers. This slight pip of your Grace is all that keeps me from bound in to the invalid of departure.

I wait!

I dally now for The Presence beside the quiet anticipation that thing may transpirate within me and finished come through this seize of dependency. - would it but tip me in distance to spawn for order - a choke-full nights sleep. While I loaf I query my nous for that representation of those whose lives are a chunk of me in way that are through and secure. I would reckon them in this ready moment, but location again, our Father, I am not confident that is what I really poorness to do. I wait, that my core may be processed and my gameness may be at the disposal of that seed of Grace you located in my intuition.

I wait!

With all arrogances put side, near all weaknesses laid bare, near all my deep-lying hungers exposed, I hang about. I hold for the naming of Thy Spirit. My continuing to hang around gives me encouragement that Grace has not unconstraint me. My ready shows me again that Thy pip grows stronger in my suspicion. I suspension - for if this be Thy will, it is enough, O God.

I continue as you blackbeard me elasticity.